i am ashamed. shame has been brought upon my family. i don't blog, and i don't feel the need to. i am ashamed because i want to want to blog. but i really don't...
lately, blogging about what has happened to me and stuff does not attract my attention enough to actually do it. i think i have completely lost touch with my blogging center in my heart. i am sorry to all of you. there are many things that i could blog about, but i don't. i dont feel there is a true reason to. do people truly and honestly care about who i hung out with today or what i did today? i have a pathetic life not worth blogging and not worth reading. who seriously cares? i have no creative embarkations or anything...i dont take pictures because i'm lazy, so there is nothing to document. words are boring.

except tomorrow, i am going on a burrito hunt with jesseeekkka leesterrr, so maybe i'll blog about that. and we are making a sacred burrito book which might be worth blogging. and when i hang out with cooper smith, that will be worth blogging, i'm sure. so maybe i'm wrong. maybe i do have a bloggable life, i just don't like it. i feel kind of self-centered blogging about myself and my day...like i honestly think somebody cares to read about my day? i feel really self centered and weird. i dont like the concept. i like the concept for other people, but personally for me, i'm not a blogging person and i am not suitable for the job. so maybe when i get my down time and when i have eventful situations, i shall blog, but don't count on it.

i'm excited to see a certain jewish person and eat mexican foooood!!!
tomorrows going to be gooood. maybe i'll blog. maybe. probably. maybe. probably. i might.
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I have carefully read all of your complaints, and I must say, that if I wasn't myself, I would complain to myself too. Does that make sense? My guess is no.
Well, I have no time to blog right now, as I have a speech and hat due tomorrow and I have not started at all. It is 10:30 PM. I am unacceptable. I have no excuse for my unblogging self, except for I AM LAZY. In approximately 4-5 days, I shall be free of school stress and shall be able to blog as freely as I want. So wait for it. I will blog like a maniacal human being should.