Name
Joanna Chiang

Nickname
I respond to Slut.

Best memory
July 20, 2007 and the good ol' elementary school days when you were all carefree and didn't care about anything at all.

Worst memory
When God wasn't in my life

Best dream
I never remember my dreams. I know, it's a sad thing.

Worst nightmare
Being lonely in a room full of people

Weaknesses
Beautiful men like Eli. The Canyon Folk. You know what I'm talkinnn about (:

Strengths
I can bench 800.

Anyone have the same birthday as you?
Mrs Lukin and her twin (:


Would you...

die for a friend?
A best friend, yes.

die for your crush/bf/gf?
It depends on the situation

die for your family?
Yes

ever kill yourself?
Never.

Kill someone else?
Never. Maybe figuratively

If you had to choose-

save your cat or save your enemy?
I'd rather a cat die than a human, no matter how much I hate them.

rather freeze or burn to death?
Freeze because you'd go numb after awhile. Burning, you'd feel everything and it would hurt like a mother.

admit you love someone?
Yes

break the law or lie to save a friend?
Depends


Have you ever...

cut yourself?
When I shave. Not intentionally

been in love?
No

thought about suicide?
Kind of. But not really for my own self. Just about it in general

hated someone so much you thought you would really kill them?
No

starved yourself?
NO I LOVE FOOD I COULD NEVER DO THAT!!!

forced yourself to cry?
No

forced yourself to throw up?
No.

betrayed a friend?
No. Julie Shapiro doesn't count as a friend, Rachel.

hurt someone else so you would feel better about yourself?
Not intentionally, but probably.


Which is worse?

(P.S. I think Rachel did this section wrong. She did it the other way around)

your friend dying or your parent dying
Parent

losing all your old memories or never being able to make new ones
Never being able to make new memories is worse because it's like Lucy in 50 First Dates. I could never live like that

being rejected by someone you love or having your feelings returned only...
to be dumped a month later
Being Rejected!

being raped or willingly having sex and later regretting it:
Being raped is definitely worse

having no emotions or only being happy once every couple of months
No emotions

losing all your friends on earth or never having found God
Never finding God. You neeeeed God. God could be your best friend (:

being dumped or dumping someone
being dumped is worse!

falling in love with an anime character or falling in love with a celebrity
Which is worse? I don't think falling in love with Seshomaru is a good thing. At least falling in love with Adam Brody is normal.

a friend moving away or losing touch with a friend who lives right near you
Losing touch with a friend who lives right near you


Dreams

What is your dream in life?
I want unlimited money. But that sounds really greedy. I also want world peace! Haha

Do you have insomnia?
No, but I'm nocturnal if that counts for anything.

Do you often wake up in the middle of the night after a bad dream?
Never happened.

Do you get deja vu?
Yes and I flip out every time

Did you ever have a dream that came true?
Not that I know of?

What about a nightmare?
No?

Did you ever have a realistic dream that truly scared you?
I married Perry Fein ):

Do you daydream?
Yes, quite often.

Have you ever dreamed you were falling?
Yeah, sometimes I just feel like I was falling and then I jerk awake and then it's all dark and I get scared and I try not to think of scary things, but then I just end up thinking of Exorcisms and stuff and I get really scared and then I fall asleep (:


Fears

Greatest fears
I fear I will be rejected or a failure in life. Or I won't find real and genuine love. I fear I will be lonely in a room full of people that I'm supposed to love and are supposed to love me.

What are you not afraid of at all?
Lord Voldemort. I used to be, but then I just think about kissing him and I laugh.

Name a weird phobia you have.
Birds? I've been told that is irrational.

Has your fear ever come true?
Somewhat.

Is your fear a common fear?
I dont know?

Any particular reason for the fear?
Wait...Are we talking about birds?

Does it ever control your life?
Birds do not control my life, if that's what your asking.

Have you had nightmares about the fear?
I don't remember dreams, I told you!

Are you more afraid of rejection or failure?
Both


The Past

Most missed memory
My family and how it used to be

How have your feelings changed throughout your life?
A lot?

First memory
Lauren Sunyich, Kelsey Wilson, Tyler Something, and I roleplaying Pocahantas.

Happiest childhood memory
Sleeping over at Kelsey Wilson's house and then eating a Pink Sprinkled Donut and throwing up. Then having to walk across their lawn back to my house in my Barbie Nightgown.
And just...living on Via Anadeja.

Saddest childhood memory
Moving from Via Anadeja

What was your first word?
I dont know. My parents didn't document my childhood either!!!

First friend?
Lauren Sunyich and Kelsey Wilson

First crush?
Michael David Belmer hahaha

First love?
None


What would you do if...

your best friend died because of you?
I wouldn't be able to live with myself. I'd go into depression and pop pills all the time probably. I would sleep.

your true love moved out of the country?
I would go with him, but it depends on the situation.

your friend gave you the choice of cheating on the really tough math final?
That also depends on the situation

a friend offered you drugs or alcohol?
I would use my refusal skills and say NO! But really.

a friend of the same gender told you they were gay and asked you out?
I would be bizarred because I am in no way a lesbian. And that would confuse me that they would want to go out with me.

your bf/gf asked you to have sex with them?
Right now, I say that I would say No, I want to wait till marriage, but who knows? I want to stay true to God and not have premarital sex, but I don't know what I'd realllly do.

you were sexually abused?
I don't know. I really do not know.

you were betrayed by someone you trusted and cared about?
I would be really disapointed and probably lose my trust for anybody. At least for awhile.

you found out your friend wanted to die?
I would try to help her to the best of my ability.


Final Thoughts

Are you saved?
Yes, since January 23, 2007

Do you believe in God?
Absolutely

Why or why not?
There isn't a reason for these kinds of things. I just do and I know in my heart why, but there aren't any words to express that.

Are you depressed or sad all the time?
No

What are you hoping for in the future?
A prosperous life with a husband that I love, healthy children, a nice house, etc. But I would throw that ALL away if I wasn't happy.
I just want to be happy in life.

What makes you happy?
People. (They hopefully know who they are) Cholo Food. MUSICCCCAA. Green TEA. The Canyon and the Canyon Folk. (: And those tiny things that just bring joy into your heart. I could never make a complete list of what makes me happy. That is impossible

What makes you sad?
The society we live in.

Do you believe in the Bible?
Yes.

Why or why not?
There is not a reason for these things! If my heart believes it, then my heart believes it! Why must you question my heart?!


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