i am a monstrosity of a human being.
i don't expect forgiveness.
and i am not asking for it.
i don't want to blog, so i don't.
i expect hate letters and bomb threats.
i am well equipped to handle them.
so start sending them in!
i am excited to read them.

Dorothy moves to click her ruby shoes
Right in tune with dark side of the moon
Someone, someone could tell me
Where I belong
Be calm, be brave, it'll be okay
No more messing around and living underground
And new year's resolutions
By this time next year I won't be here
I turn on MTV, the volume's down
Lips move, they say
It'll be okay
To tell you the truth, I've said it before
Tomorrow I start in a new direction
One last time these words from me
I'm never saying them again
and I shut the light
and listen as my watch unwinds
To tell you the truth, I've said it before
Tomorrow I start in a new direction
I know I've been half-asleep
I'm never doing that again
I look straight at what's coming ahead
and soon its going to change in a new direction
Every night as I'm falling asleep
These words repeating in my head
Voices calling from a yellow road
To come downstairs and say hello
Don't be shy, just say hello
To tell you the truth, I've said it before
Tomorrow I start in a new direction
I know I've been half-asleep
I'm never doing that again
I look straight at what's coming ahead
and soon its going to change in a new direction
Every night as I'm falling asleep
These words repeated in my head

- Guster

This song has changed me. This summer has changed me.
I need to be free.

Hands down, the best night of my entire life.

It's September 1st.
Do you understand how depressing that is?
Because, I can't even grasp it.
It doesn't help that it is 103 Degrees outside...
It's supposed to be hot in July.
Not September.
This despairs my soul.

We race in 5 days...
WATCH OUT